dear diaree.
you ask me to queue with you,
at the roller coaster line.
it`s never been my favourite -
but this time i dare cos your
hand is holding mine.
i don`t expect to enjoy it much
but i decide to try.
if you like it, then it can`t be that bad.
but i feel uncertain,watching the carriages, like my dreams
out of reach, graising the sky.
then it`s our turn, and i fumble for my ticket
and turn to find you gone.
left, right - you couldnt have left me
the crowd surges forward, pushing
and i find myself strapped in alone.
i don`t dare anymore
im scared.
i frantically scream, but its soundless.
and when it rockets skyward
i face my dreams unprepared.
maybe that`s why things
never turn out the way i imagine.
this week - hmms. roller coaster ride. tday was a nice day. we had almost three full free periods in a row, and i found PC quite enriching actually. it made me think about others out there who i can help, instead of thinking where i myself have failed and fallen short.
one of my occupation suggestions is - prison officer. i was reading and its quite inspring actually. i know now, thru cdc and past experiences that i WANT to volunteer and do social work when i grow older. but my first career choice right now still lies in the hotel and tourism line. yeaa. mr pang actually said.. hmms, yes yes quite fitting actually. hahas. yeaa.
so i woke up this morning and my left eye was sliiiiiiightly swollen. its been hurting for the past few days at the tip there. i was panicking thru out skool. hehs. and steph fong my darling tree trunk was like WHERE?! i dont SEE ANY SWELL?! hahahas. marmie also. -.-"
after skool, RENA DIDNT COME BTW THAT BUM. so yeaa. went for the psl wkshp with nad2 and liz. hahas. whees. quite okay ah. then.. rushed home and bathed change in 7 mins! new record. lols. cos mel was coming over.
hahas mel hasnt come over in AGEEEEES. yeaap3. we made a present for AHEMS. hahas. yay. not bad ah mel? -grinns. then sent her out to the bus stop.
and made more debate plans with dewei.. oh my, so many changes keep cropping up! hope we can continue to overcome them mann.
hahas. on tuesday i went down to cdc made a new friend. he shall be on my hi list later. lols. TALL FREAK (:
oohs tmrw after skool is prolly the one thing im looking forward to, havent exactly been myself past few days. yay. da gang - SEE YOO TMRW!
so.. here it is.
hi list.
hi rishik! happy belated
hi dewei we can DO it
hi yings *huggs
hi kash hahas dinner tmrw boy.
hi jas my new self-proclaimed pet dog.
hi nicnic PARTNER
hi rena BUM
hi lizzie *kisses
hi nad2! -eats pao slowly
hi nikhy hahas yes yes meet SOMEDAYY (:
hi mel ITS NICE MANN -grinns.
hi amirul thanks for the songgs! YAY.
hi bellbell darling see yoo tmrw or sat and sun and mon morning. i miss yoo girl!
hi suji I OWE YOO ONE!
hi dora yes yes i loves yoo ((:
hi adlynn JAMBOO.
hi jiayi! koon sabai dee re plow ka?
hi st .<3
hi gabs I HAVENT DONE TUITION HWK -dies.
hi aud hahas repeats above.
okays. oohs nice and long one tday. hahas.
behind these eyes;
do yoo see me?
-nads.
__SMILE (:
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